PLAYING DIDNT APPEAR AT ALL !!!!

am i noob =)

wow! when im moody and deeply down almost at the fucking hell !
i saw a sentence that are really meaningful !
男人哭了，是因为他真的爱了
im really care about ur feeling...
why cant you told me what happen...
i know im noob i dont know want how to console ..
but im really cares about you worried about you...
i trying harder to cares about you....
your problems i wish that i can solve it with you...
i wish that you can share with me...
i dont want you always get influence by others...
when you are happy you laugh ,
when you are unhappy you will shut all people down including me....
can i ? may i ?
let me bring you to fairy land ok ?
i dont know whether im the man or not ,
but i hope that i can do it ,
at least let me try ok ?
"be..."so sorry that im NOOB ！
Im trying to get closer with you....
forgive me...
i really dont know want how !
i just can said sorry ....
wtf why i so noob shit ?
keep sorry !

Im confuse....

almost 1 month ....
we chat we skype
How i treat u
how u treat me...
all in my mind...

recently u think alot...
that i cant how to answer...
SORRY !

i made u mad again...
this time...
seems so serius..

i had drunk when i text with u...
sorry that i said something like disrespect you...
its sound like im not CARE about you and is because of my LUST !

PRETENDING ?!
NO!that i can confirm is from begin until now ...
i never pretend anything
Care,Concern,Worry,Love,Miss...
All is real,sincere truthly come from my heart...
ONE LOVE !

Im very miss you now !
Dont want me le...its very hurt HAHAHA deeply bring me to the Fucking HELL !
im crazy because im really fall for you already...
HAHAHA im NOOB SI BODOH !
because of this fucking alcohol make my MIND became SUCK !
REGRET ?! YEA ! im fucking regret now !
But...
USELESS ! Shouldnt happen but its ALREADY happended !

what was im thinking now ?! FUCK OFF all my mind pls !
Now i need alcohol again...
this time i hope i wont get wake up keep in drunk condition please !
BECAUSE IM VERY MISS YOU NOW !
WHAT SHOULD I DO ?
TOO FAR...PROBLEM always OCCURS !

About you geh thing ur news im CARE enough !
I never think i want to hurt you...
but..
im NOOB...
EPIC FAILED

what should i tell u...
Dear, im miss you...how are you now..are you OK ? sorry that i hurt you..im not purposely want to hurt you...
sorry for keep text you...because im worry about you...i hope i can get ur forgiveness...SORRY a thousand of appologize...please forgive im noob that always made u sad and mad...

A guys that everything dare to do...
but face to the relationship problem
SHIT ! FAILED !
just can hide at the bed and cry...